14/01/2013
Heavenly parents I am so sorry I really wish to run away I Don know how to face you and True Parents and even church member .Could you let go of me
and let me to find outside soul mate .I give up blessing to be blessed wife or blessed family as I really Don qualify to accept your blessing please Don hope for me anymore just let me be the normal girl and meet my true love .Heavenly parents sorry to let you down.