The greatest movie I have ever seen

Dear my beloved Heavenly Father and True Parents
Today I feel abit down as I did some mistake in my work .How blur I am cos just a small things I never noticed it I feel under much stress maybe this is the price working at big company .Father please guide me and share your wisdom for me."Have faith in God" "keep the faith" I know you will alway be there for me there is nothing can be scared cos I have you in my life.
I just read this "Then Jesus told them ,"I tell you the truth , If you have faith and don't doubt,you can do thing like this and much more.You can even say to this mountain ," May you be lifted up and thrown into the Sea ,and it will happen .Ypu can pray for eveything ,and if you have faith,you will receive it." Matthew 21:21-22
After working my sis and I went to City square for the movie "This is it".We reached there around 7pm but the movie started on 8.20pm so we went to eat sushi .My sis and my twin sis saw me under much stress they encourage me and push me .I am so grateful for that.
Soon the movie was going to start we went there .This is the greatest movie I have ever seen before.I am speechless I can only tell Michael really was a genius and I was so touch by his messege and his dancing.He did all he could to peformed cos he wanted to bring the most beautiful things for his loving fans and share his love for the world.I saw how passion he was and he dedicated to the world.The most touching part was the earth song he said that he loves the planet and all nature things but people destroyed the world This song is remind us and warning us that our planet is crying now .Another part was Michael prayed with his crew .In his prayer he wanted so much to show his love to the world and tell them we are one family .He urged us to care for the world and we only left 4 yrs this is what he said in his prayer .....How amazing Michael was.He means 2012 will be the end of the day so he wanted us to save the world..Michael I just want to tell you that thank you for your inspiration you are my guiding start....

This is it....

Dear heavenly father and True Parent
My Mummy worry about me since I started work at Long Teck cos she saw me no mood on these fews day ...Tat's not true Actually I just feel tired . I am quite enjoy working at Long Teck and I love doing HR work (as I don like doing A/c) but I just too shy and no so easy to get along with my new collegue .Long Teck is a quite big company so the rules of course will be so strict than my previous company .God I hope you could share your wisdom for me and help me work effectively.....Thanks GOD for always be there for me...
Tommorow will be the 1st day of showing This is it in my country. I just cant wait for the movie .This is the day this is the moment This is it finally the moment is coming now.Tommorow after work I am going to watch the movie with my sister and I already prepare tissues as I know I will cry so badly.I am so touch by Lily wrote to me
" I will hold you, your sister in my heart when I am there. I will be very still in my mind and hold my heart wide open to his LOVE and his light!! Even when our hearts are breaking and our eyes are filled with tears, let's smile through the pain... for we also believe in the "promise of another tomorrow" and Michael will always be alive to us. His spirit is strong and his divine love continues to influence and heal this world from above!! You are not alone, Michael loves you dearly and your love for him is priceless. You are beautiful and I look forward to sharing our thoughts, feelings and experiences afterwards!!"

Thanks God

Dear my beloved heavenly father & TP
Thanks God answer my prayer.Life is a blessing I very grateful have God in my life and I thanks God for bringing beautiful person in my life .
I couldnt imagine my life without God and True Parents.Thank you for True Parents's teaching and and thank you for Michael's message.Loving God,True Parent and Michael is the best things in my life.....
Thank you my new friend for bring so much joy and hope for me like Rormania's Adrian,Austria's Lily and France's catherine .Every word their said was just too beautiful and touching.I never met someone like them .They were so special and I treasure them ....

Today was my second day work in "Long Teck."Long TEck is quite big company .I jThere are many things I need to learn and God please share your wisdom for me ....Everything was okay and I do hope I can contribute my effort to this company .....
My day was pretty good filled with God's,TP and MJ's love.....

"by loving unconditionally and by sharing peace and harmony around, we don't carry God in our heart, but we become part of His Heart! It's just amazing! "From Adrian

I will keep the faith....Tomorrow will be the better day....

Dear my beloved friend-Shu Fang

Dear Shu Fang
You and I cant do the great things we may not change the world in one day or we may not do the great thing for God but don think that we are small .God see us in different way .To God you are just wonderful daughther and for me you are a loving friend ,caring and wonderful friend...
We may busy in our life but it doesnt mean that I forget you .
Remember one thing no matter where I am just call my name I will always be there for you.....

Redang Trip

Dear my beloved heavenly father and True Parents

I am so grateful for giving me this wonderful holiday wit my lovely family .We went to a beautiful island-Redang for holiday.I just feel bad daddy was not here......

I love to be here and I feel very enjoy it.I saw God's creation was so amazing .Everything was just beautiful .

What a beautiful beach....

We were so exicting to dine

took pic when we just reach this amazing island

We met them....

My cute mummy with my bro and sis

Me! Yeah I am going to diving....

The weather is too hot but we are very enjoyed cos it was so bautiful ..

Took pic wit Alice and A Qi..

My mission

Yesterday we had a meeting with all Sunday School teachers how we can improve Sunday School .When sis Yola emphasied that being a sunday school teacher is the gift which we can offer to God so during Sunday from 9.45am to 12pm I cant go anywhere or do anything all I need to do is invest my heart to teach God's precious children .I really need to take this seriously cos this is the promise between me and God .
I think that I am not enought I just offer this small thing to God actually I wish to do more but what more can I give ?This question always in my mind .What about my mission?God can you tell me and show me?
Mei Ling shows me that now God's providence is marching forward .It is a very great things but why I still here for not doing something....

A hug

I recieved a call from sis Mei Leng she told me that she cant go tuition and also cant teach Sunday School on this coming sunday .I I think that my mission is supoort to full time so I dont get mad .I love my Tuition Center which is God given to me . I really want to use this place to help God's providence .I love my students I treated them as my beloved children and I used to use God's word to teach them I hope they no only can get high score in school so in their heart .
I taught Sunday School .I love being with them . They are so wonderful and BaoYu told me that she heard sis Yola told Amala that briney really easy to get along with children I fell so happy .Then sundenlly BaoYu phone rang Amala was so execiting because of the ringtone.She told us that she loves the tone so much which is "will you be there " from Micheal Jackson .She asked me to send the ringtone for her through bluetooth but it takes sometimes cos Amala is leaving soon with bro Shu Lin then I told Amala is okay I will accompany her go down and will wait till the song finished sending .Finally the song sending finished Amala shows her love for me she told me that she loves me so much especially on today then we hug each other on the road they are many people but we still don care ....

Micheal Jackson's memorial

Yesterday I skipped my work in order to watch MJ memorial service at 1am .I watched his memorial service with tear .I cant bear to see him gone .The memorial started at Marial Carey sang the song "I will be there " .

Micheal was so talent I love your dancing it was so powerful and your voice was very beautiful I love the song" heal the world'.This song was really inspired me with your beatiful voice and your affectionate heart .You try to change the world and you loved children so much .I don think you are weird I think you are just difference.We are not perfected man or woman so even celebrity will also did mistake I will just remember the good side of you and your spirit will always influnce me to change the world to make a better place for children and children's children.You have suffered so many yrs ppl dont understand you people accused you thus God doesnt want to see you suffer he decided to bring you to the place where is no more rumours,suffer and painful world .It is the place full of God's love and beautiful .
Micheal ,you are gone too soon but you are not alone God will be here and all your friends ,family and fans will be there with you
Thank you for healing the world we are the world we are bro and sis we are one family under God.....
The memorial end with these 2 song "heal the world" and" we are the world"The moment I feel so touching You really brought the world together .Ten of thousand millions people were watching you and to said a final goodbye to you so you are really not alone.

When your lovely daugther Paris stand into the stage and said "Ever since I was born Daddy has been best father you could ever imagine .It really broke our heart ...May God could help her breathough this difficult time .

You will always be our heart your fire will never end

Make a change

Dear Heavenly Father and True Parents
I used to think how I can make a difference to the world.How I can fight for your kingdom come to be heavenly soldier.I am so ashame stand in front of you .
When I was down you came to comfort me
When I was lost you came to guide me
When I was happy i didn share my joyful with you but I know no matter who I become you will always be there .I am so graceful to be with your child but how I can repay to your love ?
People used to think that I do not have faith in you .Did I?
Yesterday I was so suprise that bro kher Wei say about me "God's providence will change because of Michelle and I" .He said he can feel my spirit with sincere heart .I am so touching by his word cos he can really understand me and knowing what am I doing now for God's providence.

The King of Pop has gone

It was so unbelieveable that the breaking news Micheal Jackson has died .....He died at the age of 50.I cant believe he has gone....
I am not his fan but I do really loves his song .When I was little I only know there was a man named Micheal Jackson .He was a super star and he was a great singer and dancer .His dancing was so amazing especially is "Moon Walk" many people around the world tried to copy his dancing style.I came to notice him when I was a high school student the song "Heal the World" was really inspired me until now . The other song is "We are the World " also my favorite song . He is the one who really want to change the world to make a better place for you and for me .I watched his show and I found that he really loved children so much but when the rumours comes out that He had sex abused with a 13yrs old boy I cant believed this is true .I rather believe he loves kid he was just a kid in the body of an adult he could never hurt kids .
Now he has gone but his fire will still live on and his spirit will be inherited...

Micheal,rest in peace..God will take care of you.May you at the another world will be happy and bring joy to them ....

We are the world we are one family under God .Let us hand in hand work together to heal the world and make a better place for you and for me to bring glory to our beloved heavenly father .A Ju

My best friend

Cat(kate)my best friend who always like to joke me

Kate asked me how do I fell with his cousin .She told me her coursin got feeling with me and her cousin wanted to chat with me at MSN but he doesnt dare ...Ermm I wonder whether is kate joke me or maybe it is truth.Do I really want to find out whether he really has feeling with me or..I don know..Actually he really gave me good inspression ermm I think let nature takes it course and dont think so much..This gal always like to joke me I shouldnt believe her anymore hehe....

But I really want to graceful that Kate and I become more closer than before.Kate who is my best friend I used to call her Ah Cat (Kate) she understand me very well .I remember during high school we used to fighted with each other and want to compare who is better and sometimes we would easy to get jealous with each other's life but now we grow up already. Everything changed maybe become more mature.I really hope that she can have a good life and happy always with his 'Ah dog because the dog loves the cat haha

我想告诉他

今天的心情不是很好。。我竟然会为了他讲的话而难过。。他从来都不会发向我发脾气的可是为什么昨天会那么生气呢？为什么提到祝福他就那么生气好像把自己当成是受害者似的。。或许面对祝福每一个人都会这样吧。。。心里的挣扎并不是我能了解的吧！
他竟然说我：dont trying to coach me or teaching me ..don think that you understand me ...you go matching 1 then u will know...
我想告诉他
I am not trying to coach you or teaching you cos i really dont understand the struggle of blessing and the way to face God and TP.
I never think that I understand you pls don said like that ..It really make me hurt ....
God,Pless bless him ....

见面好还是不要再见面好呢？

在facebook遇到JIan AN　。。。他叫Leslie他们出来一起见面
好期待能与他们再见面。。。可是
见面好还是不要再见面好呢？从前总是幻想着无数个与他们相遇的情景想要大声的对着天空说好想念那一段与你们一起的日子。。可是突然间我却不想再见面了因为我想把他们都留在我心里让大家在彼此的心里留下最美好的回忆。那不是最好的吗？醒来吧！回忆总是最美好的不要让现实破坏这美丽的回忆。

如果还可以

记忆是阵阵花香说好永远不能忘。。。。

如果还可以我们能不能再像以前每晚都上网聊天到天亮..
如果还可以你们能不能再等我们陪我们一起走到关口...
如果还可以我们能不能不变成陌生人...
如果还可以我们能不能回到从前...

如果当时我不那么任性..
如果当时我不轻易说分手...
太多太多的如果.. 但是
如果时间可以重来我决不会让你们轻易的离开

曾经的甜言蜜语,一辈子的朋友...你对我说永远,永远是昂贵的誓言我看不见也摸不着...如今却变成一张张的废纸...

我曾经失落徘徊在十字入口想在嚷嚷的人群里找寻友谊的气息来灌溉我寂寞的灵魂但却无法找回那种幸福的滋味...我唯又承认你们在我生命中是无人能取代那一段一起在Orchard count down ,一起度过的Christmas day ,SPORE River 一起走过的足迹至今使我最美好的回忆....
感谢你们对我的包容,对我的呵护和依靠...
感谢你们在我生命中留下足迹...
长长的时光我应该会有新的回忆但我会将你们永远留在我的心底里..
Kelvin ,Leslie,Zi Rem ,Chuen Leong ..You are always on my mind

The Next Morning

We woke up very early cos we wanted to watch the sunrise.The sunrise was so beautiful .How great God's creation .I am so graceful that God gave us this wonderful time spend with my family .

Beautiful sunrise ....beautiful memories....

How great God's creation
Luckly got them help us cleaned the beach..

Xiao Pi slept very late but woke up so early ....

At night

After went back from Desaru almost 12 pm we were aso tired so we rest until 7pm we went out to a restaurant having dinner together then after that we celebrated A Fa 's birthday.

This cake is Jia Min bought for us

Happy family but left dad
My lovely family

A Fa with Jia Min

Desaru Trip

On Saturday My family decided to Desaru to celebrate Me , Loon Fa and Xiao pi 's birthday .It took around 2hrs to reach there .Xiao Pi was so cute he didnt want to follow his father's car cos he wanted to follow my car ...

Xiao Pi loves to play sand
My dear FAMILY

My stupid Da Jie bought a kite but cannot fly cos the sky already turned to dark
My dearest mummy

A Fa with Jia Min

Cute Cute de Xiao Pi

Jia Min and I

Poor Da Jie after work still need to answer phone from her company

Dirty's Xiao Pi
BBQ time
Michelle and Xiao Lian

Naughty's baby disturbed A Da

Midnight already we still dare to tell ghost stories.

My Birthday

Thank my dear collegue helped me celebrated my birthday.

This cake bought from Tian Ting

My dear collegue... This small cake bought from Wai Ling

At night My family brought me to Laspata having dinner together .After dinner they brought us to Zenzu .They asked me choose 2 dress which is we love most bcos they wanted to buy present for me & Michelle .

Around 10pm I went to Tuitiion Centre to fetch Mei Leng back yellow house I am so suprise that they still remember my birthday even they are not here and they prepared present for us ....

Birthday Celebration

This morning I received a call from Hui Qing she asked me go out on tonight.She asked me to wait for her at my house cos she will come my house to fetch me .I waited till 8.3o pm then Hui Ching 's cousin Rong An brought us to Pelangi red box .Hui Qing told me that his coursin knew that my driving skill is very poor so they decided don let us drive car to Pelangi .I am very touching by Hui Ching words and her action.God, thank you for giving me this wonderful friends for me .

Kate with me

When Ting sang the song sundenly the song stop changed to another song which is "birthday song" then there was a waiter came in carry a birthday cake .....

We blowed the candle and made a wish.My birthday wish for this yrs is I can meet my true love soon.

Thank God for giving me these great friends in my life

Ting wit garfield(her spouse)
Me with Rong An

Take bus to work

Today A DA didnt go to work so both of us need to take bus to work .A da drove car fetch us to Malaysia Check Point .This is my first time walked to JB checkPoint since the new checkpoint opened. Now I realised that from JB walked to checkpoint it need to takes 20 min .My friend used to tell me that they are very 'pei 4 fu 2 ' us cos we everyday drive car go back to JB but now I said I very pei4 fu 2 those ppl who everyday take bus go back JB....

Pre Birthday -Colleague Gathering

Tuesday after work my colleague and I went to Causeway Point having dinner .It was a good time with them.We shared a lot especially 'spirit world' cos Siera has a gift she can see something we couldn't see there is spirit ....

My friends and my collegue

I Love this kind of Japanese Food
Simon & Fiona
My dear colleague

After dinner Simon fetch them went back only left both of us then sunddenly I felt sad because everytime when I back home sure got people fetch us home we would never be alone .Remember the time Zi Ren ,Kelvin and Leslie would always accompany us to SPOREcheckpoint after that there was a silly guy De An who will waited for us at JB checkPoint no matter how long it takes....Everyday after work Vincent would drove car fetch us back from SPORE to JB till my house if he no free he would send us to SPORE checkpoint then there was another silly guy -JI Hui would wait for us no matter how long it takes...I have been so lucky b4 but I don treasure it I just takes it as a granted and always self -centre so God took everything He had blessed me .....

Anyway I grow up already I shouldnt rely on people anymore.Anywhere thank God gave them to me to protect me and help me ....
When we reached JB is almost 9.30pm I recieved call from Gary and Fa he asked me where I was then he told me he waited for me at Taman U .After that we board into a bus we waited for an hour then the bus started go so when I reach Taman U is almost 11pm I am so touching by them cos they waited for us an hour ...I am very appreciate them....

Zi Ren

Michelle told me he added Zi Ren at facebook then Zi Ren send message to her and ask her to meet up .I don have see him so many year .I hurt him before I don know whether he still angry with me or not .I think he already find his happiness　and I wish he could happy always .He was my best friend I really miss him but since Kelvin and I together then the friendship just end like this way .I lost my best friend who always took good care of me and helped me when I need help and always make me laught anywhere Zi Ren I wish you could happy always and May God's blessing be with you .
Zi Ren thank for walked into my life and you really brought a lot of joy for me.

Meet Rev Sam

Sunday I went to Sunday Service .I supposed to teach children on this week but due to no many children join so I gave them watched the video- The Life of Jesus .I have watched this video many times but this time when I watched this video It really inspired me I know this is the message from God .God answered my prayer I was so touch by His word .I had been ask God for fullfill my desire I use the Law of attraction to fufill my desire and God said to me ' if you really want this desire with the good purpose and faith God would allow it .'Thanks God
After the movie i went to service Bro Hong Wai and Rev Sam came to JB .Both of them gave us wonderful sermon and the teach us how to do withnessing .Withnessing is very importance for God's providence I didnt learn much cos when we finished Sunday School the speech also almost end . I really want my Little Angel Tuition Center can be offer to God I want to withness my students and their parents this is my dream .
I spoke to Rev Sam he is very friendly . I am very honour the time I got chanced to work with him to prepare the report for GPF .He has a very strong faith in God and TP and he is also a very intelligence ,gentle,capable and talented man .

Gathering

On Saturday I have gathering with Shu Huey and Anthony but I reach City Square around 3pm so I lost the chance to meet Shu Huey but is okay I believe we will meet again.

Shu Huey and Anthony are my college friends we used to be together when we at college .We have same dream -study degree at New Zeland .Few year later Shu Huey realli reach her dream she is going to New Zeland further her study I am happy for her cos she really make her dream come true but I wont be sad I believe God has a plan for me .Shu Huey , Jia You.

As for Anothony who is very gentle he treat everyone very good .He used to fetch me home when I was a college student and he will alway score me when I am not serious at exam .They are really a nice friend.I am so graceful to having them.